Stalin-era diaries which are being published on a website called Prozhito or ‘Lived Through’.—AFP
At a recent monthly gathering to discuss the journals, a group, many in their 20s, sat with laptops and smartphones poring over photos of browned papers. “It’s some kind of social change,” says Venyavkin. “We are suddenly interested in knowing in detail how people lived who often have no relation to us.”
The pages of the diary of Panova’s great-grandfather are brittle, with handwriting that is hard to decipher. “It’s very mysterious,” she says. “He’s a complete stranger, a person who lived 100 years ago.”
Her great-grandmother secretly preserved the diary after Yakovlev was arrested on suspicion of a “Trotskyite” plot and sent to a labour camp in the far-eastern city of Magadan where he died.
Panova admits that initially she found his diary, written over three years in the 1920s, pretty dull. The electrical engineer drew up weekly tables detailing the time he had spent on activities such as gymnastics. He also wrote about his studies, work on electrification, his debts and his troubled relationship with a girlfriend.
“I’d say maybe he was a bit of a bore,” Panova said. “He writes in detail every day what time he got up and went to bed.” Although she feels emotional distance, she said she hopes to learn more now and access his criminal case file.
Venyavkin says that some elements come up again and again in journals of the period: self-penned poems, fascination with cultural happenings such as films or statues and a sense that the tsarist era is ancient history.
At the same time, most were living in overcrowded accommodation and felt hungry most of the time. “It’s quite rare for someone to eat till they are full,” Venyavkin said.
Family archives are unusual in Russia due to war, evacuation and the terror that reigned during Stalin’s 1922-1953 leadership, making such diaries valuable finds, said Venyavkin. “From the 1920s and 1930s I can imagine there are 10,000 diaries, at most 20,000,” he said.
Dangers of diaries
The historians talk of a broad shift from the 1920s, when people were optimistic about the future and still discussed politics, to a mood of fear during the repressive Stalin Terror of the 1930s.
“1920s-era diaries are relatively sincere because people didn’t know what would come in the 1930s,” says Melnichenko. Later, people, at times, inked out passages or cut out pages.
Diaries in the 1930s, however, took on a sinister aspect as investigators often used them as evidence of anti-Soviet opinions. Many are still in secret police archives.
There are far fewer diaries from that decade, either because people did not write them or destroyed them. “Sometimes you get the sense diaries from the 30s were written specially for a hostile reader — so if your diaries fell into the hands of an investigator, he would conclude your absolute loyalty,” says Melnichenko.
“People, who wrote diaries, knew in general that this was quite dangerous, that a diary could be read,” says Venyavkin.
He describes reading the diary of a teenager whose parents were arrested in the Stalin purges. When his father was arrested, he wrote three lines. When his mother was arrested, he noted simply: “It was easier than last time. We are dealing with silence,” says Venyavkin. “We can interpret not his text but the absence of what seems obvious.”
Published in Dawn, March 28th, 2017