Rafiq Shagu's wife died shortly after Friday prayers in India-occupied Kashmir when a canister smashed through a window in their home and tear gas filled the room.
Now, with Indian authorities denying their troops have caused any civilian deaths while enforcing a lockdown of more than two weeks in the Himalayan region, he is facing what may be a futile quest to hold those responsible to account.
“They (the police) are not ready to take responsibility for the death. We want answers but I don't know where to seek justice,” Shagu said.
In an interview with AFP, Shagu recalled the horrific events of the August 9 afternoon when he said his wife, Fehmeeda, was teaching her two children at their home in Srinagar, the largest city in occupied Kashmir.
Shagu said there had been small clashes between government forces and protesters nearby, then police started firing tear gas and pepper shells into residential houses.